I know you're tired but.... don't give up !

God put this message on my heart today , as i was thinking of my very own struggles in life. I know sometimes we get tired and just wanna throw in the towel, trying to be so strong through the storm , trusting God but feels as if nothing is happening . He gave you a promise and you have kept it in your heart but don't know how long you can wait. I remember my first car breaking down on me , then i eventually got another and lost that one while dealing with financial problems , i was so upset. I went without a job for months , had no car, had gone through this for awhile and after so many attempts of trying i just gave up , each day i still tried to get up and be grateful that God kept me alive , but i was feeling so empty inside, After months of financial hardships God restored somethings in my life , things were starting to get better , i was able to smile again and enjoy life , then my father passed. Just as i began to feel happy again i was hit with another hard thing in my life. I was not myself after that , i was so broken inside , i questioned why would God allow me to be happy just to tear me down again. i cried for days , stayed up for days without any proper rest trying to make sense of it all . each day got better , but nobody told me the process of grieving a parent would cause so much pain after seeing them in the hospital bed and being buried. I eventually weeks to months later was able to get up again , God raised me up and i was then able to smile again. I hadn't had an easy life, seem sometimes that i had more bad days than good . I held on to words my grandmother told me , she was my hero and now that she was gone i had to take on the words she instilled in me. I sometimes felt empty as if i had no one when her and my dad passed and the reason i say this is because they never judged my situation and loved me for who i was. I realized that even though they weren't here , that they were in heaven cheering me on. sometimes i don't know how i got through , but i know that each and every time i look over my life God prepared a way , and even the times i lost something , he restored it , when i lost myself he rebuilt me . It's not easy , but God has a bigger purpose for you , it's something that is bigger than you , and though you may get tired God isn't gonna let you fall , as he says in psalms 46:5- God is within her , she will not fall, God will help her at break of day. continue to have faith because God has a blessing with your name on it , but its much bigger than you expect it to be , this blessing will break generational curses , Transform you into a better version , this blessings will open doors that you never thought could be open , These blessings no one can take from you and it wont be temporary. This will change your life . Believe it and receive it .